15 Jan

The Choice

The Choice

It all started in my schools gym. Every boy in my class lined up in alphabetical order on the stage. First was Owen, the guy in my class that everyone likes. The girls awaited on the gym floor. The point of this drill was so that every boy could say who they liked. Owen said my name. This freaked me out because I had never thought of him in that way. We went onto a yoga mat to makeout. I remember him gasping and the air coming out of his mouth being warm and refreshing on my face. After about 5 minutes he went back to the stage, and me to the floor. Next was Hayden He also picked me and I remember me sucking on his nipple, how weird right. I was looking over at Owen making out with this fat ugly girl who used to go to my school, it made me laugh. I felt no jealousy. Next was Aiden. He is fat, dumb, and ugly too. He picked Emma, the most popular girl. They madeout and and I remember it being funny to watch because she was so grossed out and he was so into it. Am I a bad person?



  • Angel Morgan
    Professional Reflector

    Angel Morgan

    Posted on Mar 9, 2017

    Hi GreekGodess! If this were my dream, I would think in the dream I am connecting with different masculine parts of myself, and that other feminine and masculine parts of myself are connecting with each other. I would look at the dream as an opportunity to look beyond the flesh of each of these people I know from school, identify what their Real qualities are, and figure out what I identify with (or not) about each of them. I would also ask myself, "How does this dream reflect how I feel about these boys and girls in waking life?" and "How can I look beyond the surface to know any of them better as a path to knowing myself better too?"