7 Jan

Bad boy is just a blur

Bad boy is just a blur

This is a "blur" dream, where i remember some bits and pieces of it and the rest is a blur. One specific detail is when i was in my old home town. It was a peaceful elegant town. with one big fountain in town square. i was in the parking lot of a small medical center in the town square. There was a few cars, but no people... except one. In the waking world there is this boy in my pottery class, he's cool and i don't have a crush on him, but he was there for some reason. He is a nice soft voiced boy but he does look a bit dangerous at first sight. He has gauges and short black hair. He has his own little gang at school, and he does do drugs and sex. I am not the type of person to associate with people like that but he is beyond funny and i enjoy his company. Anyway he was there, standing around with a couple other guys in his gang, i suppose. He noticed me in the parking lot with him, because he moved away from his friends gingerly to see me. He walked towards me sheepishly and did his casual, "wassup homie" or "whats good fam." i just laughed and then the strangest thing happened, he came up to me and wrapped his arm around my waists and continued to talk to me like we were an exclusive couple. I seemed to go along with this because i locked my hands around his neck and stroked the back of it gently. I listened intently to his words, he was telling me random stories about his friends but he was slurring and clearing his throat the entire time. I leaned closer and sniffed him,
"Are you high?" I asked casually.
"Yeah i was just thinking of how much i want to rail you."
We both laughed simultaneously and the rest is all a blur.


 

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  • Christina Hubbard
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    Christina Hubbard

    Posted on Jan 9, 2017

    Hi Miamoré, thank you for sharing your dream. If this were my dream, I would think I am dreaming about this boy for a couple of reasons. First, I would consider whether I have an interest in him that I haven’t fully acknowledged, and that my dream is helping to clarify that for me. Alternately, I would wonder if I am picking up on cues of interest from him that I haven’t processed. Another option is that this boy possesses traits that I admire and would like to bring out in myself. The physical intimacy is showing me how I’m testing out (sniffing) bringing together his traits with my own. I would ask, “What is it that I admire about this boy, and how can I become more ‘clear’ (blurry/slurring) about his effect on me? And how am I testing out my own 'bad' (darker) nature?"


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    • Miamoré

      Miamoré

      Posted on Jan 9, 2017

      Hello Christina, I do actually have an interest in this boy platonically, he is an upper class man, one grade above me and he has introduced me to his friends which is expanding my friendship circle. I am not an extrovert, so lots of friends is something I haven't had in a long time. And I am very envious on how he talks with people, everyone automatically thinks he is cool without even knowing him. He is a great conversationist and I do admire that to a great extent. Thank you for commenting, this was very insightful! :)


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